the agony and ecstasy
Friday, May. 09, 2008 @ 12:11 AM

I am craving alcohol so bad right now.

I remember when I had alcohol poisoning a couple years ago. Being so fucking wasted I couldn't stand or even hold my head up. Everything was like one big continuous joke, and I was the only one in on it!

I've been having lots of flashbacks lately. Intrusive thoughts. Now I associate NIN with pain. I think about the song he was fucking me to. In that agony and the emotionality of the wailing and distortion. How appropriate it was.