Demoralized
Saturday, Jul. 27, 2019 @ 6:03 PM

1, 2, 3, 4, whose life means nothing anymore?

Demoralized.

What does it all mean when no matter how hard I try, every thought, action, smile, word, is still perceived as not good enough? There is effectively no difference between when I overanalyze and DGAF. I'm tired of being treated as if I'm disposable and I have no feelings.

I am the best friend you'll ever have - if you give me the chance. Don't be a hypocrite and solely judge my negative qualities when I've contributed many positive things to your life. Give me a chance to change the things you don't like. Don't judge me for shortcomings you embrace in others.