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wasted things
Thursday, Aug. 25, 2011 @ 2:11 AM

How do I destroy the evil, self-destructive force inside of me? How do I vanquish, for good, the fucked up thoughts that plague my mind? It's getting to the point where it's either I find an immediate solution or kill myself. I can't sit with this shit - it tears me apart every day. I can't self-medicate as there is no drug/booze combination that takes it away.